Liv & Jason

Jason was hovering about me, and I had to take a deep breath, before lightly pushing him away. He looked confused at me, while he sat back on his heels. “What is wrong?” he questioned, and I smiled. Even when we were on a completely different path with new signals to figure out, he still knew me. I sat up and placed myself in front of him. “Liv, what is wrong, tell me please?” Jason caressed my cheek, and I leaned into his touch. “It’s just that. I have never done this before” I said shyly and looked down. “Done what? Sex?” he asked, and I could hear the confused tone in his voice. I didn’t blame him. “Yeah” I nodded. “Seriously? But you and Emmett?” Jason dropped his hand in utter confusing. “We had quite the make out scenes, but we never actually did. We just got together to let the steam out” I peeked up at Jason, and could see that he was piecing the puzzle together. And then he smiled, when it finally hit him. “So virgin?” he asked gently, and I was too embarrassed to do anything than give him a small nod as response. Jason’s hand found its way back to my cheek and nuzzled it. “Don’t worry. Me too” it came from him. This time it was my turn to be confused. “Bu.. But Mike?” I stuttered. “Well, okay. Not as virgin as you. But I haven’t been with a girl before” he told me and I saw the pink stains on his cheeks. “Oh!” I said surprised, when it finally hit me and smiled when a devilish plan took form.

I moved over to him and straddled his hips. Jason flashed a big smile at me, before he gentled laid his hands on each side of my head. I leaned forward and rested my forehead against his, giving him a small smile. It was so odd to be this close to him, but it also felt like home. Jason opened his mouth as he wanted to say something, but I put a finger to his lips and shushed him. “Just kiss me” I told him, and that was all he needed. He kissed me softly, and I felt him relax under me. I laid my hands on his chest at the same time as his hands found their way to my waist. The sudden movements made me take in a deep breath that broke our kiss. But Jason didn’t hesitate for long and his lips found my exposed neck. I could feel his smile on my skin, when I took another deep breath, because of the sensation of his touch. “You are going be the death of me” I groaned, which earned a gentle bite from him. Right now I hated and loved that he knew me so well. We had shared a well amount of details about our failed love lives before. I hadn’t minded it, since he was into boys, or that’s what I thought at that time. Then my mind tricked a shared detail and my hands found their way under his shirt and I dragged my nails down his lower back. Jason arched up with a growl as he realized my revenge. “You little monster” he smirked, before he grabbed the back of my neck and kissed me wildly. His kiss left me breathless, but I soon recovered and my hands clung to his back. His other hand disappeared under the hem of my top and made small traces down my spine. I broke the kiss and leaned my head back while I moaned. I looked down at Jason, who had a devilish smile on his lips. “Payback” he grinned. “Definitely going to be the death of me” I smiled at ham, before I connected our lips again. Suddenly the door was pushed open with the following of Jason’s mom. "Jason, are you home?" she asked, but stopped abruptly when she saw her supposed-to-be-gay son in a very hot embrace with his best friend, who was a girl. Jason and I flew from each other, and I was very pleased that we were still fully clothed. “Hi, mom”, “Hi, Anne” we both murmured at the same time. Anne stood in the doorway with her arms crossed. “You are going to explain this tonight after dinner, young man” she said firmly, before closing the door and left us to our own embarrassment. Then Jason cracked up and fell back on the bed cackling with laughter, and I couldn’t do anything else than joining him in this madness.

When our laughter died down, Jason rolled over and propped himself up on one arm while the other was stretch out in front of him. He looked at me with a big goofy smile. “That was interesting”. I was rolled in a ball and had been clenching my stomach because of the laughing, so I released one of my hands and gently laid it on his outstretched arm. “Which part of it?” I smiled cockily. “Well, the part with my mom crashing into my room while we made out was definitely interesting, but I was actually thinking of the part before she so interrupted us” he smiled back and moved his arm, so that he could grab my hand and pull me closer. He leaned forward and gave me a tenderly kiss, while putting his hand around my waist to keep me there. “I’m not going anywhere” I assured him. I knew that he had been hurt before, and it definitely didn’t make it any easier that the ground was so unsecure under us. “I know, Liv. It’s just,” he sighed. “Jason, look, you don’t have to explain it. I know you, and I know that you need assurances about that I don’t leave you” I pecked him at the lips and shortly nuzzled his cheek. “But as long as this is comfy, I need to get up and stretch, before this takes us any further” I smiled with a blush, before I pushed myself up to a sitting position. Jason did the same, but in like two seconds he had his arms around me and just held me close. “Jason,” I started, but he shushed me. “Just stay here a moment, okay? I need you” he said with a muffled voice, since he had his face buried in the crook of my neck. I leaned back against him and gave him a kiss at his temple. “Always” I said and hugged his arms tightly into me.